Hello...i'm not your driver..
You didn't ask me but you already decided
that i m going to fetch you...
WHAT THE HELL!!!
i heartily want to friend with you..
but you act me as your DRIVER!!!
If you didn't appreciate what i give you...
i will treat you as my normal and normal friend....
i m not scared what i m writing here...
but i m scared that you don't know
i m talking about you...
PLEASE!!!
behave yourselves...
THANK YOU...
I'm not in before's Mandy Kwan already...

自从我们谈到要分开读书的时候。。
我的心总是在担心。。
担心我们会分开。。
不是你变心就是我变心。。
不是你开始不找我就是我开始不找你。。
种种会发生的东西都出现在我脑海中。。
当你要离开时。。
你对我说。。我不会离开你。。
我应该相信你吗??
你真的会遵守你的诺言吗??
真的会对我一心不变吗?
好多好多的问题都出现在我的脑海里。。。
对!!
你变了。。
你真的变了。。。
你更疼我了。。
更关心我了。。
你会做一些东西是以前都不会做的。。
你总是会说一些甜言蜜语来让我开心。。
你会在我很想念你的时候打给我。。
说说你很想我之类的话。。
让我开心一下。。
虽然你有很多功课要做。。可是你总会安排时间陪我。。
我问你,你怎么变了?为什么对我那么好?
你都会说。。。
你长大了。。。会想了。。
对啊。。。
记得为我想多一点。。。
谢谢。。。
I went to jog with my mum,aunty and my bro...
the venue is Taman Grandview's public garden..
my mum and me walked 5 rounds...
i m so tired after it...
i met howhow's dad...
we chat and walked awhile...
all our topics are relating to howhow...
i enjoyed this evening so much....
my tired face!!
my stupid face!!!
Ignore my legs pls...
it's not nice!!!

my converse shoes...


Form 6 namelist will be out tomorrow...
i hope that i will be sent to St mary...
i will pray for it...

Today i woke up in the10.30 o' clock in the morning..
it's a relaxation for me...
After that, i needed to be 'cinderella'...
i have to sweep the floor and mop the floor...
and i needed to wash the clothes...
O.M.G
my maid didn't want to do anymore...
I HATE HER....
i enjoyed my GOSSIP GIRL after i did my all house chores
i don't know either my line's problem or the website's problem
i used 3 hours to finish 1 chapter of gossip girl...
nevermind...
i finished it at the last....
In the evening,i went to OLD TOWN white coffee cafe with my mum and my bro..
There are crowded with people...
i think the rate of business of Secret recipe will drop since OLD TOWN opened..
that's good...
Sandakan people have more choices to choose for drinking and eating...
my bro with his SUNG SIEW uniform...
i take pic with old town'order..
mummy and my order...OLD TOWN asam lasak...
it's nice for me...
i like it so much....
it's so tasty but....so dirty too....
My bro's order...OLD TOWN nasi ayam rendang..
he said it's so spicy for him...but tasty too...
he looked quite foolish...hahaha...
OLD TOWN white coffee
OLD TOWN black currant yogurt smoothies
it's so spicy..but i like it...
it like kl asam lasak...
i miss penang's food so much...
hope i can go there again..

My stupid face...with my drink...
Please vote him in the facebook ( cutecute baby)
His name is Kelvin Leong..
He is 15 months...
He has more than 10 kg...


Today i decided to start my life with NO la la and lo lo...
what's the meaning of la la and lo lo???
that's a habit that text a message with full spelling and no Malaysia language..
that's lah and loh...
i have to improve my english...i needed to change my bad habit...
i needed to use the proper english when i m texting a message...
I HAVE TO CHANGE MY BAD HABIT....
GOD BLESS ME!!!
i have a talk with who always text message with me...
please scold me when i use lah lah and loh loh while smsING with you...
thanks a lot....
both of them are korea sign...halubang...
at jeju island airport...we are going to boarding gate...
finished dinner and went out from restaurant.....
RegisterING to jeju island..
at kk airport...waiting to go to korea...
reached kk.....we brought many luggages....
i like this phone...
Aino!!!!!
if i get it...i can take many many photo....
and even always make video for some1..
i m saving money....
the most important thing is...
i can heard FM through my phone...
I LIKE AINO....
i always out with friends these few day..i can use 1 word to describe my feeling that is
HAPPY!!!!!!!
i can feel that i m so enjoy about that..
we were chit chatting,talking nonsense and the important thing must do
THAT IS " TAKE PHOTO AS MORE AS POSSIBLE "
i m choosing drinks,that is mango juice
same with anna and vui ming..
long time didnt take photo with anna..i think
almost 2 years...
i like this pic so much!!!
so i decided to set it as my facebook profile picture..

there are 4 stars in the photo..hahaha
it's too bad that sanxuan is not in the photo..
her mum does not allow her to attend this gathering...
nevermind..
we still have many chances!!!

wanqing and me...
howhow said me like rabbit because of my rabbit teeth
hate him so much!!!!

Jackson and Anna..
i dont know how to describe both of them..
wish them all the best....


we went to airport and gave him surprise...
because we lied him that we will wake up at 12pm...
he felt surprise..
BUT from this photo...
he 'beh song' me...
Jackson,thanks for these few days...FRIEND FOREVER!!!
kahkah, me and wan qing..
Anna looked like a expectant mother...
but like her dress so much...
we forced Jackson put his hand on Anna's shoulder...
they felt embarrass...
nevermind...it doesnt matter...
Group photo...we are holding each other's shoulder..



Lastly i want to say 'yat lou sun fung' to Jackson..
hope he enjoy his life in melbourne...
and success in something that important to him...


And the last last last....
I MISS HOWHOW SO MUCH!!!!
TONIGHT I FELT SO HAPPY AFTER WE HAVE CONVERSATION ABOUT US..
I KNEW THAT YOU ARE CARING ME...
I CAN FEEL IT...
I LIKE THIS FEELING...
AND I WILL APPRECIATE IT...
WE CARE EACH OTHER...
PLEASE!!!
DONT TRY TO DONT CARE ME...
I TAKE THAT SENTENCE TO MY HEART!!!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
howhow and me...
we are crossing our finger...

the monkey which is closing his eye is howhow...
the monkey which is opening her eye is me.....
super cutie....


Now is 12.05am....i have to sleep now...good night all....

long time didnt update my blog...got a bit lazy..hehe...and i went to tawau for 3 days 2 night with my mummy and my sister...my mum be driver so my sis and i need help her...BUT I FALL ASLEEP....slept 2 times in car...when we reached i waked up...hahaha..that's what i call 'help my mum'..we found my bro's place ..the purpose we go tawau is to visit my bro...he was sick few days ago...Tawau...is a boring place...we only stayed in hotel...nothing to do...luckily we brought laptop so we played game...OFFLINE GAME...hahaha....
So boring at home.....nothing to do.....some1 can help me?????when form 6 's class start???i want to study....
i am preparing a BIG surprise for howhow....i really hope he can understand why i need to do so...and wont blame me...because i really.........................secret....hahaha...
i am so happy too...i got my 1st job salary....total is rm 468....3 months salary..hahaha....i am thinking how i use it??with a new hp??i hope so...but not enough money...i need a hp that has radio...i want listen eng fm...hahaha.....howhow told me he will buy 'something' to me...but i dont know whether true o false...but i hope that's true....hahaha...joke...
Good nite to all of you.....